I'm such a silly

I'm such a silly?yea, sometimes maybe act like a silly better than know everything well.
生活可以轻松点，开心点！我不懂得如何表达自己想要得。总觉得别人都比自己好，很羡慕那些永远都那么shinning 的人，不是样子很sharp而是他的言语胜过一切。我不会说好听的话，我不会说些令人很开心的话，因为我不爱这样！我喜欢keep着安静，不爱说太多的话。现实就是如止。而那些只是并命做的人呢？他们就不值得得到根号的？


我只想开心的过。不要太negative,I don't wish to give myself a negative mind.

Ahemm...

Hey Ms.candy!I know you will stalk my blog.So I going to say Hi to you here!
I'm not that moody actually, I just want to transfer those msg to one of my beloved friend.Sometimes, word is much useful that talk. Hopefully I can help her, although not that useful!I couldn't imagine this happened in my own group.We all are so damn crazy, we won't separate group, but now?Is time changing us, or we changing ourselves by the time?Idk.


Thank God let me passed all the sub, little disappointed with my results.All b, I thought I'll got at least 1/2 As.But...Fine!this became fact,just accept it.Got to work more& more hard on next exam.In college, if you get C, it's so damn dangerous, so I must keep my results all in grade B/A.*hopefully!finance&maths, please treat me nicer~.because as you guys knew I'm so noob in MAths.All related this, I must cry!But have to accept it, who asked me to take HR.:"(



Sorry to all my friends, I don;t know why?I be so abnormal recently.I can put myself be so silent, can count as emo!sorry I put my emotional on you guys.really sorry!I just don;t know why?I couldn't found the origin of me.The one who can laugh just because some silly and small things.I'm just so suck!and some more, I hate myself why put so high target on myself? I know I can't achieve.But, all is alright!I still okay, I'm strong right?nothing can easily beat down me!Okay, Big smile pls!:D

Bye, guys!

Kat came back.

Sorry my fucking long time never be here for update my new post.Because of my lazyness.#OPPSS!
Okay, my life still goes as previous sem 1 life.But the big changed was the PEOPLE,due to my course was suck less people so need to combine with another sem people such as sem3/4.Hm...They were so ''cool'', don't know how to spoke with them.They looked not that friendly, sad case!Any way, still got long journey to go, this blooded sem until December.



What I usual did this month?
-Working
-Went to class
-Homework time
-Sleeping
-Online
-chills with friends
-secondary's friend celebration
-That's all.


Hmm...I know quite bored about my life.But I quite enjoyed it, at least I got my time to do my stuff.But I know the following weeks will go crazy.Those assignment will come to me!and some more this sem I took 5 sub,got two were calculation.It was damn SUCK!But I must do my best to overcome it.CONFIDENCE COME TO ME!



To be honest, I'm the one who not good at share my worries to people surround me.I don't like people know my things, I like to close myself in my ''room''. If I willing to open to allowed you enter that's mean you really such important to me, seriously!because I think that's my own problems just let me to settle it.I know it was actually not good, the feelings was just suffering.Crying alone is just the best way to release myself.People will think how happy of me,because I can laughed crazy because of small things.You will never know if I moody or sad How suffering of me.But after be sad, I'll think back all the things, is it worth to you to sad all?and mind changed to positive, So, in this world No problem is can't solve,just depend how long the time take.Life #fact!so, to my dearest one, don;'t be sad!Time will overcome all.:)




The wish for my following days: CONFIDENCE!i need more and more.!

Hey guys!Kat back to blog here.I know such a long period I lost from here.Finally, my exam all finished and now having my three weeks holiday.As usual, I back to kindergarten. One weeks flies, still have two weeks to go.Then, I've to head back college to continue my Sem 2. What I worry most right now is my RESULTS.I don't have much confidence!I'm so disappointed on myself.Every papers I finished, I kept blaming myself.WHY YOU SUCH STUPID!SUCH A SIMPLE THING ALSO CAN'T REMEMBER!I quite depressed that time.I really scared, and some more that time is the most stressful time.:(



When people came to different stage, it'll definitely face the different adventure.In this few weeks, I totally felt I lost myself.I don;t know where I'm going.Depressed, stress, suffering!All came in moment.
Yes, A normal friend look at me, they will say: WHAT?YOU WILL EMO? when you really know me, you will know actually I'm quite a emotional human being.sometimes, I can happy like nobody else.But some I'll down like abnormal people!So called as ABnormal people!


Okay, I'll do my best to cheer myself up!no one can help me, that's my own problem.May God bless me, and bring to go further!:) Life, can be happy!



By: Katty!

True friendship

It's a good question about FRIENDSHIP.What's friend?it means when you happy/unhappy they always beside of you, accompany you when problem came to you.The first person,you must think about him/her.Without a doubt, I very cherish and Thank God I've two lovely and cutest friends beside of me all the time.They give me warm and laughter all the times. Both of us are different attitude and characteristic.

The first,

Ms,ho!always be with me.We take same course, happy/unhappy I must find at first.So, I really thankful God brought her to me.A very independent, intelligent, smart.Feel sorry to her,sometimes I'll show emo to her.But, I know she loves me!haha. Iloveyoutoo!



Second,

Little Queenie, the shorty in both of us.Always bully by us, because of the softness character.haha! I love her too.Always bring fun to us!and she's our ''special driver'' also. 

True friends no need much one/two enough.They really took important part in my life.How if they run from my daily life.Thank you, I love you all!

Exam

Hey guys!study break for one week.Next fri need head back to college for exam.and some more sun also need go to college for exam.Okay,processing my revision.I'm so lazy to face those papers.Once I finished exam I must keep all.Don't want  to see them any more.But now pls treat me nice.


Now,I'm clearly know what I want.What I thought before was SUCK & CHILDISH. I admit I was so naive.I think too much, it's clearly to show me the answer.I'm just a stupid to believe those.But now I won't act like a stupid.现在，我很了解我自己所要的.


Must smile always.Because nobody is wrong with you!:)

Ps: I hope to go a short trip after exam.

YAPPY

Hello all of you,and how was your day?and I should say TGIF!a great weekend is coming and is time to take some rest,seen I everyday busying rushing the horrible assignment. and finally all passed up today and just rest one malaysian studies. As I promise myself must finish up by this week.So,I must do that. and the following weeks need to prepare my exams.This called as college life, assignments, exams!Arghh.But it contain some fun inside at least know a lot of things. So,this was great :)

Today mood was awesome,then I post some good things here.spare positive to you guys.
Last saturday,i was heading out with my secondary friends,can count as a small gathering.Hmm...lot of fun, but not like last!so great you guys still willing to came out join.Hopefully we can maintain the precious relationship. Post some funny photos here! enjoy it.:D

They are part of my life,thank you cheer up my life!Thanks God,bringing them to me.They really awesome,amazing!